«"Н" значит : Надежда [поэзия]»

Довольно I am the man of sorts, you know,And I can feel yours feelings flow,And haven't mastered mine for now...My love to you I did bestow.What was my reason for such move ?To you my love I'll never prove,For you I'm but another buff,So I am saying now - enough !What was I thinking all that time ?You were your own, never mine,Sometimes all kind, in times all rough ...But it's still such worthless stuff.I am alone, I always was,I am still living in the dozeThat someone will accept my love ...I will awaken, it's enough !I'm tired of that endless fight,I am no moth that will not biteAnd crawl through your endless bluff ...No more lying - it's enough !I was the one to help you flightAnd threw your past out of sight,And yet it came to such a blight ...In that I'm guilty - and still right.I can forgive, I will forgetOf our past that makes me sad,Such pretty looking, useless stuff...No more such memories, enough !I have no willing to decideOf who is guilty, who is right,The separation is too tough,No more talk for now ... enough. Я шествую сквозь дождь... I am walking through the rainAnd my soul groans with pain,Cursed be the love like blain -It’s the soul’s bloody stain !This is like the hellish rain -One without goodness gain,One with brutal, sudden end,Greatest torture of the land.I am screaming in the night,I am begging for the light -One to free me of the chain,And extinguish fiery rain,One to heal scorched heart,One to be my soul guard,One to help me understandThat nowhere in earth landIt is possible to findShining love, still being blind,Golden heart, all being poor,Paradise with lifetime guar.I am passing in the nightAnd its darkness makes me blind,And its chill touch makes me wonderWill I need those lights with thunder,Will I live that life with painAs remainder of my gain,As a token of my blight,As a sign of former might?There is no escape, no hidingFrom that constant essence tidying,From that endless stream of pain …No escape from hellish rain.Let it rain, I don't care !Almost naked, soul-bare,I will stand against pain,I will bless my burning rain,I shall find way through the night,And will earn the other sight,Truly love I shall once find,On its wings I'll fly with wind.I am walking through the rain,I have thrown away the pain,I am singing in the night …Gleam in tunnel shines me bright. Я не могу... I can't hold my tears,My soul is on the spears,I cannot stop my mind,Tranquility can’t find.